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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BULU :D
OHLALALLAALA. 17 years old! 0.o



im damn helllllllll hungry :(

got woken up by my dad at 11am. wthhhhhhh. i intended to sleep till about 12 + okay. tsk. my brother was using the comp once he came back for donno where. Zzz. so i ended up staring at my tv and also had my maggie for breakfast/lunch at the same time. at 130 i was still lazing ard on my sofa, when im supposed to get rdy! rushhhh down to april's house to get the money from her and took 38 down to meet mel at tanahmerah.
reached vivo at about 4. we shopppped and shoppped nonstop until abt 7 and went ard looking for a place to settle our dinner. wanted to eat at secret recipe, but we're trying to not spend so much $ on food so we ended up eating at bk. ohwell. after dinner we contined walking around. there were sales almost everywhere lah! like mango, but we didnt get anything from there. Zzz.
damn, i saw this ring which cost abt 20 bucksssss. why so expensive :( its really very pretty! lol. amw, i bought a pair of jeans, a long sleeve shirt and a belt from forever 21. another top from topshop. a pencil case from thirtysevendegrees :) mel got herself erm, a top from topshop, her eyeliner from mac ( finally ). a long sleeve shirt from forever 21. and a pencil case from thirtysevendegrees :) we got the same kind just that her's bigger. she wants to put her calculater inside. =x LOL.

took 10 back home. oh, kening send me 3 of kewei's pictures. LOLLLLL. i want to post but kewei will kill me. Zz.


church. ohohoh. sigh



i dont wanna blog.


money is a problem. always.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSA! :D

HAPPYBIRTHDAY EDWIN! (:

okay they think that its a blockhead. ( my blog picture ) LOL. okay they can really think huh! lol

sunday.
met mels at eastpoint. she went to cut hair and i went to highlight my hair. there goes my 50 bucks. but i kinda like it. wonder how im going to sch with my hair like that, but at the same time i dont really care. haha. hopedully i can hide it. (:
bought dinner for apr and joy and headed to joy's place. yay i had chicken wingssssssss. caught abit of star awards. used the computer. slacked around. april mum came and send me home. thanks! :D

yesterday.
met mels at eastpoint again. had lunch, bought hairbands and got my black framed specs. :D like finally. oh! i just rmb that im supposed to go back to pp to get my eyes and contacts check blah. i think i'll just go tmr. or maybe ltr in the evening. heh.
okayokay, back on track, left for The Cathy and caught dejavu! greaaaaat movie! 8/10 go catch it when you're free! (: walked around and got myself this pair of studs for 8 bucksss and a pair of havainans! yays!
went to bugis again. bought this denim shorts. had dinner and headed home.

today will be a boringggg day for meee.
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i miss 100704. i think you have forgotten. barely 2 mths
hahaha. how fucking emo is that. okay stop thinking about nonsenseeeeeeeee. ohwell.



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WTHHHHHHH LIFE'S BORINGGGGGGGG NOWWWWWW.

i like my hair. i dont like my hair. Zzz. okay i dont know. i cant wait for it to go back to normal. but i want it to stay like tt. okay. Zzz.
clarissa's chalet. it was somehow still fun. (: sorry girl, for creating so much nonsense. talk so much rubbish. zzzz. die la die. thanks to those who took care of me. ohwell. hopefully we didnt disturb the others. lol 0.o my eyes are still tiredddddd. Zz.
im to lazy to post the picturesssss. hopefully apr or joy or mel will upload them. lol.

church tomorrow! (: Newsboys. im lazy and tired, but im still excited. ohrly. (:


i chose not to love again. im sorry.



im feeling quite fish-ed up. firstly b-h. fcuk. i cant stand talking to him for like 10 minutes only? Zzzz :( aiyah damn sian about it aldy. what can i do babeh. secondly, is because of kenneth. bloodyhell irritating me with NP STUFFS. like hello, i dont even care about NP. do you even think i will have my seniors contacts. WTFFF. ZZZZ

anyway, the girls came over today! rather bored but nvm! haha. slacked. joy's dad came and brought us to 85! yay, finally i get to eat the food there! (: lalala

tomorrow, im supposed to go out with my obs friends but i decided not to give it a miss. they're going to skate at jurong i think. bloody far. Zzzz. i will miss out so much fun! and im dying to see them but urgh, nvm.
might be dying ABIT of my hair at hair secrets tmr. Zzz my budget is below 50 bucks plus. 0.o joy and mel cutting their hair. after that we'll be going for chalet! cant wait! esp at night. :D

ohwell, i will blog again when im back. oh, i wore my pmk shirt to 85 okay. because i was too lazy to change. how embarassing. Zzz.



these picturesss, tsk. i cant use the computer last night and i was dying of boredom. so i snap pics of myself-.- wtfffff, i even took videos! LOL.




yesterday pics! (:






okay, im wondering why joy didnt blog :( and wow, the font for blogger had changed. 0.o lol.okay.

sunday i was out with bulu<3, joy and benyun. had dinner at aijisen! walked around slacked at starbucks. we're damn noisy, or maybe only joy and me. lol. im too laszy to type down in details. hee. sorry.
yesterday, we had tuition! :( before that, i meet the other 4 girls and we headed to bk for lunch. after which, i went to get my contacts! :D woooo. im so ANGRY that my eyes are so small. bloody patheticcccc. still, i managed to get those contacts into my eyes okay! :)
went for tuition. blah, sian. mels went to do her beautiful nails while i and kewei went back to the specs shop at pp. he taught me how to take off my contacts and guess what, i was having a hard time to get it back in again. Zzz!
okay, met the girls again and we went to have our dinner. lall.
was having a headache ytd because of my contactss. :( WHY THE HELL ARE MY EYES SO SMALL. ZZZZ



lets start from yesterday since today is sunday. Zzzz! i was woken up by DAVID NG CHIN KWEE and my aunts who came to my house so bloody hell early, talking like some aunties in the market. tsk. my aunts were intending to buy a new house at kallang whereby they can actually watch fireworks when they're at home. lol. -.-
anyway, actually, i was half asleep, thanks to my auntsss. BUT chinkweeee had to woke me up totally by calling me at 10 am + just to tell me that hes not attending svc! wtfffffff. okayfine, i didnt even waited for him to say anything and i just said "okay bye" and hang up. worst of all, he called again after 5 sec and didnt say anythingggg. bloodypisssss -.- i cant sleep back aldy! tskkk

i went to meet kewei and joy at roxy square in the afternoon for lunch. okay, i and joy did manicure again. how rich can we get huh. Zzzz. now my nails are purple. damn freaking niceeeee! <3 loving it babeh! okay, because of our nails, we're late for svc for about half an hour! we missed praise and half of worship. Z. what a day.

after church, headed to joy's house. she cooked maggie for me as i was feeling hungry :( thanks girl! :) after eating i was still not full so i asked her for her biscuits. lol. all benyun bought for her. how nice. okay, i ate most of them. LOL sorry by, i know it was meant for her =x okay, watched tv while kewei and joy were using the computer. bulu came to pick meeeeeee up from joy's place. <3 went back tgt.

okay so for the past two hours or so, i was finding someone to play msn games with me. marcus is not online. okay -.- so i spotted ZAO. i thought he doesnt know how to play msn gamessss LOL. so i asked him to play 7 hand poker and teached him. surprisingly, he won ALL. okay, next game, minesweeper. he won most of it okay. tskkkkkkkkk. nehnehpok. didnt even give me any chance to win. at least i won SOME okayyyyyyy. LOL.


since now im jobless, i wonder what im gonna do for 4 weeks. ohwell.



okay. second day of work was bad :( so we quitted. im damn sad. i miss them. it was nice knowing them. ohwell. saddeninggg.
we're somewhat back to normal. im still waiting for his reply. it feels weird but nvm (: now i know, how much i missed you. so much for doing those shits huh. damnme.

im too lazy to continue typing. waiting for mel to finish her bath and we're gonna play 7 hand poker! i dont know where the hell is marcus. -.-


pictures.

first day of work. together with joy and mel

second day of work. april and joy.




life sucks totally with my parents and maid in this damn housee. oh i hope you pple see this message. harrrrr. i wanna grow up, live a life of my own. a new family. how exciting. ohweelll, lots of freedom. that will be how many million years later down the road?
come out come nag at me. wth. i bet the modem will be gone once i wake up. like wtfffff? ohwell, used to all their shits. when will it stop. WHEN LAH. no comp i wont die. HA. no self limit? like hello, i do not need to sleep THAT early amd wake up THAT early. so leave me and my comp alone.

ohguess what, my dad scolded me for my skirt because its short to HIM. wtf? oh, i forgot, they're still living in the past. ohmymymy. LONG skirts for them. i shall not care and continue wearing. by the way, its not DAMN MINI. just normal short skirts. HARRRRR.
my mom? everyday show me her fucking attitude. not happy, shoot ME not my bro. mindyou. yeahyeah. you stress i not stress? fuck. i cant even be bothered to talk to you abt my problemss. HAR. im not bornnnn to let you keep in this damn cage and not go out. keep me tooo long, i will die. stop asking maid about what time i came into the rm to sleep everyday, what time i go out blah. it kinda irritates me. take the modem for all i care. shitxeuu.
my brother. busy with the gffffffff camps blah. oh, perhaps sometimes he even forgets that i existed in this world. we didnt even go out tgt alone before. how sad right? yeah, im sad about it.
my damn maid? HA. most of the days she got MAJOR MOODSWINGS. piece of shit. her contract ends next year march. hopefully i wont get to see her anymore. though i will miss her.

fuck menopause, their thinkings, their everything.
guess what, screw this family. joy, i want your parents, yourfamily. i hate living this kind of life. its terrible. maybe, maybe not.

care? i think overdose aldy



i woke up damn early today, at around 945am. drag myself up and bathe. was supposed to go for tuition but end up we're not going. now, im feeling tired and weak all over -.-

yesterday i went to town with mels. we went to far east again. window shoppped for a few hoursss. check out the price for piercing my ear. err the bone that is protruding out? the small little bone. LOL. wtf, i dont know whats that called. Zzzz. cost 60 bucks at fareastttttttt okayy. headed to pp to pierce. LOL. last minute decision though. mamamama.
dinnerr at tam with kewei joy and mels. HOME.
bitch.

meeting mels ltr to watch casino royal! :D


1242am thursday.

was supposed to meet mel at 230 but she wassss so late. mel you know that i almost died waiting for you. -.- oh, while waiting for her, i saw ken, my primary school friend! lol. after so long since i sawwww him. i have to say that i miss him! :( i haven really been contacting my primary school mates except rach. oh, donno where is she now -.- roarrrr.
bought the tickets for casino royal! GREAT SHOW. its damn nice, trust me girls. well, mel love it too (= right? ^^ okay, bought bbt and slack outside century for damn long. kindof. NONE- 0. how sad can our life get. i was trying to scare people buttttttttt end up some of them just stare at me. mel was just sitting besidee me, looking at how retarded am i. laughlaughlaugh. tsktsk. lol. left that embarassing place and headed to ajisen for dinner. (: she ate so much pleasee.

Zzzz. im dead bored now. got to report for work at 1pm. my cousin is coming too! how exciting! :D lallalala. money rolling in. after two weeks later!

okay, marcus said that the piercing was disgusting. he told me that dina and friends pierced too. shitsssss. Zzz. dont really care. hmmm, i still like it. joy thinks its okay. i think i'll just leave it there. 0.o



i'll just blog. Zzz.

okay. i shall make it short.
yesterday ( now is 1 am plus aldy ) i went to the polyclinic with mels. met kewei and joy and we got lost at the west side -.- tooked a mrt down to went to bugis. walked around and joy left to meet her sis and mum. the rest of us had dinner at yoshinoyaaaa. oh, i bought quite a number of things today. all were makeup stuffssss. ZZZZZZ.
town with mels laterrr in the afternoon. nothing exciting because we're all broke. window shopping larr. ohwells.


shutting your mouth up wil do the job. urghhhh.



DID NOTHING PRODUCTIVE TODAY.

okay i wasted this sunday away. parents are at this wedding dinner and i shld grab the chance to get out of this damn house but noooooooo. i woke up use the computer until now. spent like 5 hours transferring songs into my Zen. am i in love with it? i have nooooo idea.

april will be going for her peerleader camp from tmr until wed. sasa's coming back tdy!
im going out tmr! like finally! freakkkkkkkkkkkk. cant wait! :D melss, you must know how to go! im counting on you! LOLLL. before that, we'll be going to the polyclinc. damn lazy to go. ohwell. mels accompanying me i think :( farkkk.

im dying to go out with rach and my obsssssss friendssss. missing them like shitsss.
OH AND I WANT TO WATCH SAW 3. hopefully i'll get to watch. heeeex. saw's really a nice movie, though its disgusting. lol. someoneeeeeeeee bring meeee innnnnn. or maybe i shall sneak in with someone who wants to watch. LOLOLLLL.

1035pm-
i just watched incredible talesss and im damn scared now -.- wtfffffff. weak heart. thats terrible.
ITS BEEN SUCH AN exciting DAY. dung.


i chose not to love. fuck




okay i shall cut everthing short.

headed to marina together with my dad, LOL. had lunch at breeks. bought my butterfly necklace and red ear rings. AND I BOUGHT ZEN V. LOL.
church. blah. kwee piggyback me. LOL. roarrrrr, i dont have the mood to blog.
dinner. home. now im reinstalling my itunes. damn shit please. ZZZZ


MELLLLL. quick think where shall we go tmrrr. heee.



took many pictureees but they are all so terribleeeeee. :( HELLO. am i stupid or what. can you see this? YESSSSS. LOL.
i joy and mel did manicure again =x firstly, we went to marina sq to get my necklace, not the one that i wanted but nvm(: i still love it though. gonna get it when im richhhh. im left with a few dollars please. slacked at macs. had my icecream and friessss (: and double chocolate

met suf rin marcus apr claire kw at sp. had dinner. walked home. heheh. funfunexciting. lololol.

i wanna sleeeep.




aint this cool? LOL

okay, i've been doing nothing since i woke up like 12 +. zzz i'll be going down to marina to get my stuffs! geeees. i can't waitttt pleaseee. dinner at sp. ohwell.. 0.o


got to go get rdy!



i miss obs like shit. i miss juice like dung. o.0 oh i miss church alot.

i want to see Him transform a city, a community right before my eyes.
i want to see the power of God in the land of the living


i do not want to watch movies.
because i dont want to waste my $$ on movies. i want my necklacesssss ringsssss.
cant wait for tmrrrr. today's darn boring




okay was out almost the whole day with melsss yesterday. im too lazy to blog everything down so drop by at mels blog ;) there, at my links. clickclick.

managed to get myself a pair of denim skirt from marina square, a pair of pumps from mondo at fareast, and 2 shirts from cine. ohoh! i saw the accessories at diva and they were all so pretty lar! shitxxx. i want to get them soon! :( okay, im broke once again. haha. i shall wait when i get $ from my parents. cant wait to work and get my pay!

was on the phone with my girls and my fucking mother had to spoil it. had a big quarrel again, just like the previous one. it was bad. i can understand her, but why cant she do the same thing?
sorry girlss for hanging up in such an awful manner. ohwell..

wonder where i'll be going today because im left with like 6 bucks? -.- and my mind is thinking about those accessories from diva. heh, how depressing. im gonna drag my dad out one day. maybe sunday/saturday before church? ^^ hopefully he will accompany mee to get them and HA. =x FREAKKKK. i bet the girls are still in bed -.- har.


oh, i quitted that job at juice. because of some stuffs, i think kenneth will be quitting too.



okay was out the whole day with my girls. (: i thought they will be late so i took my own sweet time to prepare. but end up, i had to rush and i forgot to bring my comb and rubberband. okay, so not important.

met april joy and mels at tanahmerah. took a train down to orchard, shaw centre. got the job and i'll be starting only next thursay. how saddening. told my cousin about this, and she might be working tgt with her friends too! Great! =D walked alot around town and clarissa bought loads of tops! :( so not fair.

headed to bugis again and met kewei there. walked again, and bought this tube there. got the purpur one and melsss got the green :D hmmm got tired so we went to slack at starbucks. after a while, kewei and joy left first so left me sasa mels and april. we continue to walk around again and gladys and her bf came down to look for aprill. hehehhe. i saw the pump at bugis junction and its damn cute. okay, maybe alittle cute. and it costs 60 bucks, shitttttttsss. sasas think that its not worth it but i like leh. :( guess i wont get them! mels gonna get another pump at the same shop if she gets money from her grandma. not fairrrr.

anyway, i sasa and mels left while the others headed to bugis st again. lol. waited for 12 for damn fucking long so we left to take a train back hommmmeee. how boring :(


i'll be going town again in the afternoon with mels :) joy dont wanna comeeeee. :( nehnehpok. got money from my dad so i do not need to dig gold mine tonight. zzz. okay, not funny. ZZ hopefully my muscle aches will go away! :(

fuck la. i need more money. i want to get zune. wondering whether kenneth's really getting for me :( he haven reply my msg since donno when and im very bushuang. out of the point.
okay, i want a flip hp, pumps, accessoriess, shorts, long sleeves tees, skirts, shirtss. fuck, work sucks, but still, i have to work, for money. kenneth from juice talked to mee about jobs. ZZZ experience blah. haiya damn sian. and he didnt reply me in msn also! kenneth from the survey thingy didnt reply me also. msg me at this kind of time still dont want to reply. go die lah. wth is wrong with these pple. zzz aiyah the world is not happy with me. wtf.
now my stomach is not happy too. damnshit. everything is pissing me off. i cant find the damn camera charger and im damn sad about it.
i also have a sudden rush of emoness. fish. problems. fuck


since donno when, you turn me off. shutting your mouth up will do the thing.
;i pray that you will get save. hahahaha. whatever



okay, i shall make this a quick one. went for work today in the early morning. i forced myself to wake up okay as i slept only at about 3. wanted to message kewei saying that i dont feel like working but i end up dragging myself out of bed. -.- ZZ.
work was with desmondddd step and mr raja. okay, not important, you people wont know too. lol. fucking tiring, only managed to get rid of 12 out of 22 cards. damn. waste my whole day. intend to quit this job if i get the other job that im going for interview tmr with apr sasa mel and joy. can earn alot ^^
heh, somehow i dont feel like leaving juice. urgh sian.
anyway, met mel and joy for dinner at bugis again. took 12 home. damn damn damn TIRED la.

that tim called me again. you know what, i thought it was joy as the caller id on my phone showed private number-.- thank God i didnt talk rubbish. lol. he said he missed me and even asked me out for a movie. okay what an asss. lol. i rejected him and said next time larrr. zzzzz. he'll be calling me tmr night again for nothing. zzz. tskkkkk.


got to wake up early for an interview at orchard! how sian.



mothershit. wtf. okay i have to retype this post. zzzzzz


joy went to meet her boy. shes soooo in love now. hehe <3 so i went to meet mel and april at roxy bus stop at 3. on the way there, kewei was talking to me on the phone and telling me everything! hahaha, and guess what i was screaming at those exciting parts! LOLLLLL. headed to parkway, walked around and mel had her lunch at kfc which costs her 6.30 bucks and she's angry. lol. haha. anyway, we went to buy bbt and took 12 down to bugis!
walked about bugis street and the girls got themselves some stuffs each while i got nothing! how saddddd :( i want to get those shirts! when i earn enough i will be back there! heeeee i want to get skirts shorts and many many more! wait for me! :D had dinner at this cafe and theres this tooooot guy. LOL =x kinda funny and cute. hahaha. took 12 back! (: took many pictures too. lalalalal.
OMG. on the way back i and april blew kisses and wave at this old man in another bus okay! best of all, his wife was looking at us too! how retarded please. loloolol.

oh that timothy guy called me too. was talking rubbish to him and about work too. he wants me to plan abt this kayaking trip for the company. of all people, ME. just because i went for OBS. oh, he told me that only stupid people will get to go. and he said that actually he was able to go but he forgot to submit his picture. so hes trying to say that hes stupid la! lolol, anyway he's bullshitting to me lar, so yeah. ahha.


so much for love says:
mama says that. people who are called april are cute
april says:
haha serious?
so much for love says:
ya and my mama says that i cannot talk to all aprils. because they can kill
april says:
haha no wrong!
so much for love says:
LOL


im too lazy to post the pictures! another time! got to go soon, work tommorrow! :( tiredddd.




joy; i want to know how it went last night! ;) hehehx. fill me up with everything!

okay, went to church yesterday. i didnt want to meet chinkwee at expo mrt or whereever. but i felt so bad when i was in chuch which was ard 445. so i came out and called him. he was wearing jeans okay. 0.o hahaha. took alot of pictures with kwee! LOL, sounds so dumb. haha

its sunday and im awake so early. last night, was too tired to even on my damn computer so i went to bed straight. please understand lar okay, physically tired. zz ohwhatever. before that i was happily eating my 3 chicken wings and stoning in front of the television. lol.
gonna met the girls later.



okay. had a hard time deciding whether we should go for either of the interviews, meaning the one at banquet or the surveyor thingy. end up we decided not to go for both. so yeah, thats why im blogging right in front of this damn screen.
actually, im looking forward in working at banquet. probably i'll ask hf again next year after my Os. thanks girl, for telling me all the details about it :D but i guess i wont be working there :( oh, sorry for wasting your smses too. =/
SO, i will be sticking with juice. i kinda love that job though its tiring. they're very friendly so i guess i will enjoy afterall. oh maybe, im enjoying aldy (: cant wait for work on monday! heh, i might work for more than 2 days, after i get use to everything. dinner with them after work i think. rawr.

another thing, in the EARLY morning my mother's talking about me. wtf?
okay what a hypocrite. thanks huh.

church later. wthhhhhhhhh. $. building fund is another problem just for now. sighhhh
loverlybabeh.



Zune 30GB MP3



OMG. I MUST GET IT. HOPEFULLY. !!!! :DDDDDDDD
but, money? :( DAMN. I MUST. %#$^%$@%#$#%^



maths tuition. town. zzzZZZzz. vivo was damn fucking boring. headed to heeren to meet aly and apr. yup, slacked blah. singapore's really boring.
bloodyhell no money. $$$. im still thinking whether i shld quit the job at juice. but i quite like it. haiya.
















peerpur. im lazy to blog. =/ =x first day of work. not really work. donno how to say. z damn tired! managed to get rid of one and a half booklet! its a great acheivement, but its with the help of timothy. he's friendly and a pervert. fuck. zzzzzzz. whatever. they're all nice people!
i love my nailsssss. <3